every few months or years my name changes

this isnt to say that i change my name. no no, it changes on its own

whether i want it to or not.

first it was amy. then vinni, then vinnelli. then veneli. then viksy. now noelle.

i wish i could stop changing

bad things happen when i try to fight it

voices in my head, seizing control of my limbs, telling me that they're going to replace me

i'm scared. i dont want to be replaced again. i like being noelle

i am so excited for christmas.

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